And the story begins…

I have grown “tired” of retaining my story locked up inside of me.  It’s been a heavy burden so to say in my heart and I need, even if small, a release from it.  I’ve had nobody in my life to communicate this burden of mine, neither will I share it with anyone close to me.  Even though I am aware that people may read this, I do not mind.. none of them know me….

 

I’ve thought that maybe caging this story and living what society and everyone else considers normal or acceptable under their terms.

 

I’m aware it wasn’t the wisest decision, nor was it the one I wanted but.. what else can a lost soul do rather than look up to one who seems well guided to it?

 

That’s what I did.. and I regret it

 

Maybe if I had come clean from the beginning my heart wouldn’t bear such pain and guilt…

Maybe if I had done things how I wanted it wouldn’t have ended this way…

Why did I do this..?

 

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I didn’t write this with the intention to call out attention or any of the sort, I wrote this so that I could find a small comfort in it, if there is any.  

 

If you do not like the contents of my story, please just exit and forget it existed.  I did not trouble anyone in all this years and I do not intend to do so now…

 

I’d be more than thankful if you did, I bear enough weight on me already for society to come and bring about more weight upon my shoulders… 

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