3 AM

I’m laying in bed, and my roommate is kind of snoring. I can’t sleep. I can’t really do anything. My joints hurt, my back hurts. That’s not why I can’t do anything, I’m not physically inept, but emotionally. I don’t want to move. I want to lay here and watch Netflix till I feel better. I have so many things going on in my head, but I’ll leave that for tomorrow. Right now, I need to focus on my head and trying not to over think. Is that terrible? That I can’t even sleep anymore because I’m too afraid that the sea of thoughts and shadows in my head will drown me? I don’t know anymore, honestly, but we’re about to find out.

Always, me.

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