thought…

You know sometimes I just really hate myself. I think, why am i still alive?…some days I feel so low that i want to end my life…but instead i think maybe there is happiness for you in the future. I cant even cry about how pathetic,ugly,and lonely i am anymore, because ive done it too many times that it now feels fake if i cry. these days i burn my arm or cut it slightly in order to have my pain centered on a different part other than my mental. haha, funny right?……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… I feel so…alone in this world.  Ha. I feel more pathetic.

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