Why did I marry this idiot…

I want to cry, but I can’t. I guess I cried so many times I don’t have any tears left. I’m working on getting a divorce from this idiot I married. How could I be so stupid. I’m done, it’s over, there is no working it out. He keeps begging and I keep saying no. I guess he thinks the more he begs then eventually I’ll give in, but it’s irritating. Like he was steady cheating, lying to me, and hiding money, worse of all he was putting his hands on me!!! But somehow he keeps trying to justify all that, like really??!! Why can’t he man up and say I hurt her she deserves better I’ll let her go. The damage is done, I can forgive but most certainly won’t forget. Like today I’m telling him our daughter needs pampers and he rolls his eyes like, oh well! I just wish I could go back in time and right all my wrongs. All the signs were there too and I kept ignoring them. It’s too late to talk about what I could or should of done differently. I could get closure if he really meant it when he says I’m sorry. But he justifies his actions and when  we he can’t get his way he starts calling me out of my name. Oh but he has changed, it what he claims! I watched my mom be abused and she kept leaving and going back because my dad would beg and say he is going to change and everytime she would go back, guess what he would do it again. I promised myself that wouldn’t be me and I’m going to keep that promise and my kids are not going to go through what I did and I mean it……

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