I wish one of us would just give in and say fuck it like we did in the beginning.
We were scared and we wanted to resist but we decided not to.
We didn’t want to live with the “what if”
Now I live with it constantly
I wish you would give in and just say something…. one word… anything… it’s killing me.
I would give in but I promised you, I gave you my word and I never want to break a promise to you EVER.
I FUCKING MISS YOU SO MUCH. MY SOUL FUCKING ACHES FOR YOU.