Clearly I’m not serious about my health and losing weight.
I just ate a slice of cake and it’s 9:17 pm.
My glucose reading was 246…
This unconscious eating and eating of junk is no good, I know that, but why can’t I stop?!
It is a bad habit from childhood, but why can’t I shake it yet?!?!?!?!?!
The thing is I don’t buy junk when I buy, but the rest of the family constantly buys it, and once it’s in the house, my gluttonous self just has to have it.
What a shameful thing to have no control and I’m a bloody adult!
I’m going to join a gym one more time and even if I’m at my last breath with pneumonia, I will go.
I really don’t want to be fat at forty, and I would love to drastically decrease the amount of medications I’m on right now.