Day 85

Coma Kay bad 1st time like rani hoon bohat time bad phirsay try karti hoon Kay diary start Karen….lifew is so much better now Allhamdullilah it’s actually worth living, although I’m still stuck in this hospital. But I’m content. Iv finally moved on and it’s credit goes to one and only seebu. Yes seebu apko koi andaza nahien Ho apka mukaam or ehmiyat kKya hai mere liye, mein agar willpower use Karti hoon to woh sirf unki wajah say. Ajeeb sa rishta hai, not seen eachother in real life but even so so so close. Door Ho kar be itnay kareeb. Kabhi feel hota hai Kya yeh sahi hai??!!? Kya yeh fair hai?! Jab mera koi future hai he nahi to mein uunko kaise apnay saath is mushkil say guzarun, Kya yeh theek hai? I can’t let go seebu apki itni adat hogayi ap mera Ek Bohat bara hissa Ho I just can’t let go. Aj be apko kaha bhool jana mujhay but reality yehi hai I don’t want  you to leave me never to forget me 😭 I can’t imagine Kay ap kissi or ko chahain the way you love me😢 Par yeh Bohat selfish hoga I guess jab mein yahan hongi he nahi to mein yeh expect kaise karsakti hoon Kay meray liye ap rahay. Bas jahan be hongay kush rahain hamesha. 

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