Feeling eager to learn more…

It has been an interesting day…I woke up rather early for a sunday morning and decided I didn’t want to sleep any longer…. my body might have wanted to but my mind was awake! So I chose to just go dowstairs.. I took a shower and had some breakfast after which I got this incredible energy boost out of nowhere so I started cleaning the house like crazy…. after an hour or so I got a headache… very unwelcome… I thought about taking a pill but decided that maybe I just overdid it and I need to sleep it off… so I think I slept for about half an hour… woke up but headache was still there…. then I decided that some fresh air could do me good… so I went for a walk…. that helped a lot… I came back and headache was gone… it was a relief… but through all this the whole day today I have this feeling of missing my Yoga practise a lot… so I went online and I joined this Yoga blog… I am very excited about it… I still need to explore it all but I am sure as soon as I get into it I can start writting… there is a lot to explore and a lot new to learn and that makes me so excited… Yoga is my gettaway… my little time of peace and just beeing with myself…. it gives me a sense of fulfilment that nothing else can on that level… I am eager to get deeper in that whole other side of Yoga besides the physical part… into the spritual and self discovery part… I want to get into meditation… I want to get to that higher place that I know Yoga can bring me… I want to really get to know myself deep down inside and just get to the core and “disect” my beeing (so to speak) I mean really understand what I am all about and just grow from there… get that freedom and that sense of self acceptance… and just get to the point where you can be in peace with everything life throws your way! It fascinates me… it draws me… I love that feeling that I feel so passionate about knowing more about all that! And I have been practising Yoga at home now on and off for 7…maybe 8 years but I never got to the point of looking deeper into it… untill now… it feels really good…

So today is day five of my mind clearing journey by answearing questions… todays question is: what’s holding you back from doing the one thing that you truly want to do?  Okay… good one… I guess if I would try and get into reasons they all would feel like excuses… so honeslty: nothing… I mean I love my life… ofcourse there are things I would love to do and when the opportunity presents it self I believe I will do them… but as to right now… i am in balance… I mean people always want more and bigger and better in life but for me it is more important to be in peace and balance with the life you live right now… and ofcourse I do have my bad days when I allow my ego get into place of rational thinking…. but who doesn’t, right? … but if i look at the total picture I am pretty blessed in my life and I am where I want to be right now… the things that I want to do will come… I have the patience and I will achieve my dreams and goals when the time is right… so at this moment I could chose to sit and complain about how I’d love to do this and that but I understand that for everything in life there is the right time…. and you can’t have everything at once…. with my patience and determination I will get to those things that I have set on my goal list! I am well on my way… 😉

So have patience and don’t rush it! Everything will come at the right moment! 

 

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