My shoulder is so still today. Tried to lift a patient and couldn’t. Had no strength in that arm. I think I may have torn my rotator cuff. This sucks. I hate drs. Have to find a new pcp now 🙁
I need a way to get out of my head. I have no one I can truly talk to, no one I actually trust. Never learned home to trust. Every time I try, I get burned. Maybe this will help. Put my thoughts out there and out of my mind. I’m 32, mother to 3 angel babies. No parents to speak of. Only family I have is an older non verbal sister with developmental disability . Ex-navy with c-ptsd from my time in the navy and time with the state dept. It sucks. Not sure what else to write as my intro, more will come out in my writings.