CRUSHED

Boys YOU are a very complicated specimen.

Why are you doing this to me if you claim that you cared about me?

I told everyone about how happy you made me and how we almost had a future together, now having to tell everyone that you betrayed me will be heartbreaking. We were talking about our future together only three days ago and now you won’t even talk to me nor will you look at me when we pass eachother in the halls.

How could you?

All i did was not mention a name of someone who had bullied me and you started ignoring me.  I admit that i did wrong but it’s been two days and you haven’t responded to my messages.

I know you want to mend this crack in our friendship/relationship but in order for that to happen, you have to be willing to talk to me.

YOU told me how “no matter whatever happens, we’ll always be together”, what happend to that?

You left me feeling crushed and unwanted.

I look at my phone screen light up and i want noone elses name to pop up but yours and it has yet to happen.
I’m even thinking about messaging you but that would tick you off and send you in a rampage to hurt me verbally again.

I thought you would be the one person i could go to if i needed anything but all i need is YOU and i can’t go to you about that anymore.

Maybe it is all my fault?

Maybe i am all to blame?

Maybe things will never get better, oh the pain that would bring to me and my already broken heart.

Goodbye diary
until tomorrow

mood: crushed, worried, unwanted,sad

Boys YOU are a very complicated specimen.

Why are you doing this to me if you claim that you cared about me?

I told everyone about how happy you made me and how we almost had a future together, now having to tell everyone that you betrayed me will be heartbreaking. We were talking about our future together only three days ago and now you won’t even talk to me nor will you look at me when we pass eachother in the halls.

How could you?

All i did was not mention a name of someone who had bullied me and you started ignoring me.  I admit that i did wrong but it’s been two days and you haven’t responded to my messages.

I know you want to mend this crack in our friendship/relationship but in order for that to happen, you have to be willing to talk to me.

YOU told me how “no matter whatever happens, we’ll always be together”, what happend to that?

You left me feeling crushed and unwanted.

I look at my phone screen light up and i want noone elses name to pop up but yours and it has yet to happen.
I’m even thinking about messaging you but that would tick you off and send you in a rampage to hurt me verbally again.

I thought you would be the one person i could go to if i needed anything but all i need is YOU and i can’t go to you about that anymore.

Maybe it is all my fault?

Maybe i am all to blame?

Maybe things will never get better, oh the pain that would bring to me and my already broken heart.

Goodbye diary
until tomorrow

mood: crushed, worried, unwanted,sad

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