It Sucks Being the Whore

     “She wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts…”

Remember when your mother would sneer at some girl wearing booty shorts and give you the ultimate warning, “Now don’t ever let me catch you dressing like that”, or she would see a young couple making out and she would say, “Now, don’t ever let me catching you do something like that”. You begin to have this philosophy that whatever you do, DO NOT become one of those girls.

Well, you never understand how the whore feels until you are in her place. Today, some guy I was talking to came up to me and said he didn’t want to see me anymore because he had met a girl at church.

“No offense, but I’m not really interested in experienced girls. I prefer girls, who are at my level. I just think you’re way too mature for me”.

I wasn’t always like this…

I used to be the Madonna, until I was sexually abused by step brother. I just wanted some way of feeling in control, and sex was the only way I knew how to obtain it.

You only ever begin to understand people until you crawl in their skin and walk around in it a little bit. Now, all I want to do is crawl out and rest my bones under several layers of dirt.

 

One thought on “It Sucks Being the Whore”

  1. I’m sad now, dammit. Lol

    How about this.. Adjust your vocabulary. Strange, I know.

    Switch ‘sex’ with ‘making love’.

    If anyone tries to get you to have ‘sex’, determine if whether or not having ‘sex’ with them would be considered ‘making love’ or not. If the answer is no, it’s not ‘making love’, then don’t even consider doing sexual things with them.

    What you really need is someone who can help you get what you get out of sex, through something else.

    Hope you get what I’m sayin’.

    -DreamerJ

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