Want it all

Is it wrong to want it all? It’s driving me a little bonkers. I want to be there for my “babies”, but I need a break, I feel so much is crashing down on me, sometimes its so hard to breath…  I want to be home and raise my children like I’m meant to do, but I need a job.

I want to fall in love and he love me back, I want a friend that’s always going to have my back. I want to be married like I had always dreamt I would be. But I know that’s just not in the cards for me.  (I have two failed marriages to prove it). It’s hard, but I’m trying to be okay with it…

Mostly though I want to be at His feet, worshipping my Savior. Its challenging for me. I have Struggled for years now trying to find Him and sometimes I just feel like he’s hiding. It scares me…

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