Pain gone? No…

Remember, you have obliterated her world, you set the charge and lit the fuse, and blew everything we knew to tiny fragments. This is still fresh, yes we had an amazing day. So what, that doesn’t undo what I have done. Don’t EVER put a time limit or prognosis on her time to heal. I have to go at your pace, I have to continue and stay consistent in what I am doing. I have to continue to be there for you WHEN and IF you want me to be. I will never make the mistake of thinking you are over it or should bet, I will do anything and everything to earn your trust, day in and day out, forever if that’s how long it takes. I will always be sensitive and understanding if you are having a bad day and bring it up, I need to own what I did, and that means ALWAYS, not for a month, or 6, or 2 years but forever. I am always here for you, I will always have this remorse for what I have done, and if someday you have me back again I will NEVER leave your side, and will have your back with a fucking vengeance…

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