I’ll be happy…someday

To my ex girlfriend,
I don’t deserve you. I don’t deserve someone like you. Why? Because your attitude sucks. The way you treat me when your out of your mind really sucks. Remember last night? I messaged you on wechat, asking if you still don’t want to talk to me and you said sorry, I cried, knowing that it’s my fault. We both know the whole story, I’m sorry I can’t trust you the way I did. It’s just so hard for me. I know you’re feeling something, you even told me let’s break up and I don’t want to. I’m always that person who doesn’t easily break up in just a crazy problem, you know that. We were good after our convo. Minutes passed by, then here we go again. You break up with me. The reason? I can’t give what you want. I can’t easily give what you want. You said you’re just that type of person, you even said to me “if you can’t give what I want, just leave me alone, you have your freedom now.” And boom! We’re exchanging words…words that I don’t want to hear from you.

To my ex girlfriend, hindi ko alam kung bat ganyan ka. Niyaya mo ko kumain sa isang place, sabi ko not now, pwede sa monthsary na lang natin. Pero anong sinabi mo? “Ang tagal naman, wag na lang” and even “Wag na wag ka ng mangengealam sakin, mag aaya ako ng kahit sino na gusto ko wag mo na kong papakelaman!!” Dafuq right?! You were so immature. I cried all night for pete’s sake!! I don’t know what got into you to say those things! I’m really mad at you right know that’s why I’m typing this. I really can’t believe you. Pinagpalit mo yung relasyon natin para dun? Haha. I pity you. One last message for you, kung babalikan mo man ako, sisiguraduhin kong maghihirap ka ulit para makuha mo ang tiwala ko. Kung di ka na babalik? Wala na akong pakealam. Mapapatawad kita oo, pero hinding hindi ko makakalimutan lahat ng sinabi mo. I’ll be happy. And di ko yun gagawin para ipamukha sayo, gagawin ko yun para sa sarili ko. I’ll start moving on. Don’t you ever talk to me again kung kelan mo lang gusto. Mas bumababa lang ang tingin ko sayo. Bye!

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