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I Should Have Known…

I might still have a slight chance someday with Joey but he’s still taken.  Today I also just found out he’s trans and wants to be a girl.  He is Bi but he likes men more.  If only I was a guy right now… and gay.  Sometimes – and I know it’s weird – I feel bad for being straight and female.  Not just because the guys I like are always for other people, but because I’m ashamed to be the girl my parents expected me to be as well as everyone else.  I’m straight (although I haven’t tried lesbian yet) and a virgin.  I know I’m missing out… if only I had a chance to at least try exploring my sexuality.  Maybe I can be different too.  in fact, when I was first going through things, I thought I “liked” my friend a little.  I didn’t even think about it much I just felt different.  I don’t know how this turned into a rant about my sexuality…

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