I fucking hate my whole family.

Today I remembered why I absolutely hate family dinners, where we are all gathered around the table like were this big happy family.

To me it is all a lie.

Truth is that when my baby Sister is visiting, Im not Any good to my stepdad at all. He made that crystal clear once again this evening, while he was humiliating me in front of the whole family several times.

No one said a word, they just looked up and then continued the shallow talks they were having before.

I fucking hate them, when they do that. They might as well agree with him, for doing nothing at all what so ever to back me up.

I know it might be over stupid things. But fact is that it hurts mr so bad and i dont feel good enough cause It’s always only me.

Like for example when I had my nails done earlier today and showed up at the house. He made fun of that, saying that it looked like I was on my Way to work (eaquals I look Like a whore).

Mean while my Sister was sitting next to me, with her nails been done too. No body noticed that. . How come?

I dont think its really that neccesary to make fun of me like that,  when Im no different at all.

It’s like Im good enough when none of my sisters are around. But when they are, they all make me feel like im trash. Like i belong under the table with the dogs.

I got so pissed at them all, that I ended up leaving and I spend the rest of the night feeling really shitty and miserable.

 

2 thoughts on “I fucking hate my whole family.”

  1. I feel that way a lot, unfortunately. Try to think of it as a lesson to how you won’t treat YOUR family or your children…and remember that although it hurts, you can only just tell your dad how it makes you feel…maybe he doesn’t understand that his humor isn’t funny to you? Good Luck.

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