GNJ # 9 - overworked

STRESSING

Stressed out… What else is new. I want everything to work out but the pieces aren’t falling into place.

I WANT TO WORK 1 JOB AND COME HOME! LIKE A NORMAL PERSON!

But every time I mention it, it gets shot down. I CLEARLY can’t have everything I want and work less. It PHYSICALLY DOESN’T WORK.

It’s hard to ask for help. I was raised to be independent and therefore, have always been. BUT I feel like I shouldn’t have to ask when it’s obvious (even though I would NEVER ask in the first place) but if you clearly make quadruple what I make (yet I work 2 jobs) can you not help out more? You comment on how we need to save, yet how can I save when I still pay for everything.

I buy the groceries. Unless I cook them they get thrown out. If I don`t cook (because I am tired or busy working 70 hours a week) I have to buy us both lunch. Today, I went home on my lunch hour (during a double shift working a 19 hour day) to do laundry. Let me correct myself, to do MY laundry. I will always do both of ours, but he will only do his… Great! Know we are low again on detergent. AKA I need to go buy more BECAUSE KNOW ONE ELSE WILL!

FUCK.

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