As you can tell by my other post that i’m not really good with relationships. But I want that to change. I want a real relationship with someone that I can talk to and will listen to me. Someone that i can laugh with and cry with and that I will love. I want to get this warm fuzzy feeling when i’m around them. Someone that I can just be myself around. I want to love but I don’t have experience with it. I feel like that will never happen. I feel like i’ll grow up old and alone. And never find anyone for me. I want someone who will love me for me my personality. I want someone who I can take home to meet my parents and they love him too. I want someone that will treat me special. And judging my the guys at my school their not that. I’m never going to get that. I’ll probably be in a fake relationship with someone that doesn’t rally care about hurting my feeling I want something more that to just like someone. I want to actually love.