I am sitting here thinking about my cousin\best friend that passed away Dec.26,2014. As we all know that is the day after Christmas. It was a sudden and unexpected death,and we were not prepared to say good bye to her,she was only 53 yrs old,and she left behind 3 kids,ages 23,16,and 14. As we approach Christmas i am finding it hard to be excited and happy knowing she isnt here to share our happiness and joy. Is it selfish of us to wanna be happy and celebrate like we always have? Please comment and let me know ur opinion or how u would feel.Also if anyone else has lost someone around the Holidays would u please share how u learned to go on with ur life without feelin guilty? We took great care of here and made sure she always had what she needed to be comfortable. Thanks in advance for your comments.