Starting my year just wondering…

So now 2015 it’s over, 2016 it’s here and it’s time for me to figure out just what to do with my life and I have absolutely no idea… The basics are that I wanna get a job so I can have some money to buy my dogs food, buy stuff I want, travel and eventually leave my parents house!!!

The thing is, how to do it? I wanna work doing what and where? I feel that I’m just stucked here and I wanna start with all this elsewhere but my problem is that I can’t leave my dogs behind or I may end up killing myself some day…

My crush just started a relationship with a girl who dresses up as a clown, so that made me wonder what the hell is so wrong with me? My best friend is away from me and she has been the only girl I’ve been able to talk about my personal issues, I find my life boring af and I’m at that point where nothing motivates me and I think that can get worse if I don’t start doing something different and I just wish to know what…

So, first things first,  I guess getting some confidence on myself is what I have to pursue first and I’m sure I’ll be doing what I am supposed to so I can feel better very soon!!! Or at least I hope so, I mean I need to be positive!!!

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