Lately I’ve been confused about my sexuality. I have always been into guys. Yes, I have fooled around with a girlfriend or two, but it was never anything serious. But here I am @34 years old, and having some less than friendly feelings about a girl friend.
It all started with the brush of her fingers on my arm. I immediately felt a rush of feeling. I responded. this has since progressed to sleep overs, and cuddles. Innocent cuddles, but creates confused feelings in me. I want to talk to her, but don’t really know how. Plus there is always a fear of rejection. She is one of the kindest, thoughtful, caring people I know. I love here sense of humor, her willingness to be crazy with me (like not wearing pants for a whole day), and don’t care who’s watching attitude. I wish I was a little more like her actually.
I hate this feeling of uncertainty.