I literally haven’t planned a thing to write about…I just know that I’m not happy. I feel very alone and very conflicted. I feel like I’m going crazy. My mood swings are getting very bad and I’m having anxiety attacks at work on a regular basis. Nobody needs me. Nobody wants me.
I want to die but at the same time, I want to become better and live a happy, ideal life. But it just doesn’t seem to be where fate is taking me.