I am so sorry i have not written in a long time.I have a lot i was doing and a lot going on.I ma trying to figure out who i am which is so confusing.I keep doing stupid shit to try and take away my pain or distract me from how i am really feeling for example
~I hooked up with my boyfriend
~Today i got kissed by this guy and kinda enjoyed because i was feeling empty at The moment
and other stupid shit. Lol i think it is funny because i have no life anymore.Life is just so confusing for me and i’m crazy I’ve been sneaking out and skipping school and doing other stupid things.
I don’t even know what i really want to say i’m numb and i cut up my whole legs and side with razors this weekend and i’m a disaster…..
well see you later