You.. Your my best friend. You hold me together. I feel like you understand me. An you don’t even know what’s going on with me. I love you. An I’m scared to lose you. When I look at you.. I look at you and thank god for send you my way. I think god for finally sending some one to motivate me in life… Before you came I Didn’t want to be here on earth.. I would Always Cut myself hoping and praying I’d hit a Vein . and I wouldn’t stop bleeding. I would sit in my room crying out for help. I would lay down scream in my pillow. I would hate myself.. I wouldn’t come out.. Unless I was drinking alcohol. I wouldn’t see so depressed.. I looked like a regular person… But I was so depressed. Then you came.. And everything changed. I feel like I just have a purpose now. An I am terrified to lose you. I look at you , and I hope you’ll never leave me. I hope you’ll never Do me like my last. And I hope and pray god never takes you away from me an he makes you stronger then you was today. You hold me together. I’m so thankful for you.. I look at you and I fall in love with you more and more. I hear your voice and I Get butterflies in my stomach.. I feel your touch and my heart feels heavy.. I love you.. Good night
Me? I'm 18. I live in Toledo... A city Where neither you Make it out or You die trying to make it out... I'm a female.. I'm Falling in love With out love.. I believe .. Going to write Any and Everything that I feel like is needed or on my mind..