This is my first and last journal entry. I cant stand keeping it in any more. I LOVE HULK’N. I cant stand seeing her with him. I got in touch with him last week to tell him how much I miss him and how much I want to be with him. He told me he loved me but he didn’t want to break up her because his ¨friends” would beat him up if they knew about us. I’m going to change things. For good.