My heart is broken and I cannot breathe right

you know it’s just fucking ironic right

i was supposed to end things to feel happy again

because i was so sad with him

because i never felt good enough with him

for him

because i never got his attention

and so i finally ended it after 8 months

of hard work

and love

and now it’s been nearly 3 months

and he still dictates everything i do in life

i am learning guitar to try to be good enough

i post music links to try to continue to impress him

whenever i wake up i think of him and whenever

i am doing something i think of him and when i 

hear songs we listened to together it gets hard to breathe

and i see him and him and smell him and feel him and

i long for him and i wish things could’ve been better

and i wish 

i wish iw sih for him

i wish i wish i wish

and he worms his way into my dreams 

i can find no sanctuary 

not even in my own dreamscape 

get out get out 

how can someone still have control over you 

when you end things end things end end end 

look good

act sharp

seem happy

and his attention is rarely on me still

and now it’s getting directed towards other girls

and it makes me want to cry

i am just another girl

i am just another girl

i am just another girl

i am just another girl

i am just

another

another girl

i am just another girl

i am just another girl i am

jus t

another girl

i am just another girl anoth er girl girl another girl

i am jst

i am

i am

i

am

am another girl

i am not special i did

not win

i did not

i am just another girl a

girl

girl

girl

gilr

another

girl

i am not special

i am not beautiful

i am no t talented

i am

just

another

girl another another another

another another girl another

i am just

a

girl

am jsut
another

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