shattered_love_by_alexiag94-d90n4hx

Too blind, too dumb.

IT’S BEEN A MONTH SINCE WE STARTED NOT BEING OKAY.

It’s funny because I keep on tracking the days even if I don’t want to.

It’s exactly a month now when you chose not to listen to me.

I didn’t expect that.

Your reaction, your decision to just easily end everything about us- clearly surprised me.

There’s so many questions inside me at that time. But I didn’t brought them up.

You’re breaking up with me anyway ( and it’s not the first you did that).

And what’s the point of asking when I know the reason behind it.

When I know there will be no explanation coming from you.

I do admit I was wrong when I didn’t tell you about the travel.

But that’s not a reason for you to hurt me this way.

My mistake is nothing, compare to those things you did to me, but I chose to stay.

I chose to hold on even though I felt I’m already shattered.

You’re the one I want but you’re the only one who can give me so much pain.

I accepted the shitty situation I have with you even though I didn’t like that because I love you – because I want you.

However

YOU’RE TOO BLIND TO SEE AND TOO DUMB TO FEEL THAT.

 

– J

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