I wonder if I love my grandsons too much. I find that I talk about them all the time. I think about them most of the time too, and my prayers are mostly for them with some exceptions. I need to consider this and ask God for guidance. But it is very hard to guide the heart, isn’t it? They are still children, at 13 and 15. They are younger than their age because of PPD, and autism. Their parents’ divorce was hurtful, too. See, I worry about them too much. I need to trust God and just love them the same as the rest of the family. I have a wonderful family. I am so blessed.