Wet dreams about my teacher. *drools*

so what’s been going on? not too much I guess. Happy May day! Which is a thing apparently? I dunno mom said it to me this morning when I got home lol. but she’s also crazy, so who knows.
letss seeee.
tony’s here this weekend. I feel bad because he finally got his own room and last night was the first night he slept in his own bed and he came in this morning to me and oscar like BAWLING crying. he said it was because his stomach hurt, but I think it was because he wanted his dad’s attention. I try talking to oscar about this, but i don’t know, sometimes I wish he were more in tune with emotions like I am. I pick up on Tony’s anxiety and grief and sadness sometimes. I feel bad for that kid.
I could write more, but I don’t feel like it. It’s a lazy sunday afternoon and I definitely should be writing more of my thesis, but fuck all that shit im taking this moment of peace and silence to lay and chill and masturbate.
OMFG. speaking of masturbating. i had an AMAZING sex dream about my philosophy professor, jay gupta and like. holy fuck. it was so hot. I’ve been thinking about it since I woke up this morning and I can’t stop. that’s like 80% of the reason i want to masturbate right now lol.
i don’t remember how it started off I just remember being like, semi virginal and him “teaching” me how to fuck. And I remember that the school board or something informed the police and we had to run away. So we’re like bouncing around from town to town all over the country just chilling and fucking and it was so hot especially because it was so bad, like the police were looking for us and everything! I just remember being on top of him and him holding my waist and being like “just like this” and slowly entering me. it was one of those dreams that felt SOOOO real and it was just amaazing lol. can’t even lie. I want him. BAD. so then later on in the dream, best part, the police were catching up to us and he was like, knowing that we only had a little while left so he was like let’s fuck as much as we can before they catch us. So we’re doing it doggystyle, and this time he’s super aggressive and dominant. it’s SO FUCKING HOT. and he’s just pounding me and pulling my hair hard and spanking me and I can feel it Suuuper deep in there. and then the police finally barge in after we’re done and laying there and cuddling and i remember asking why he did it so hard and he was like “i knew it was our last time and i didn’t want either of us to forget it.” It was just so hot to have him dominant and aggressive and just giving it to me good. I wish Oscar would do that. I mean, I’ve told him I like it rough, but he doesn’t really get it. he just spanks me once and then that’s it. I’m like no, choke me, pull my hair, call me a dirty little whore, be a DOM. ugghhhh. if he and I ever break up, I think I’ll try to find a new partner whose into BDSM and knows how to treat a sub. 😉 if not, there’s always my fingers to help! yay!
so yeah. so sexy. want to bang him. bad.
never gonna happen. but a girl can dream, yeah?

too bad after 2 weeks I’ll be graduating and will never see him again 🙁
by the way, I wrote my thesis in like less than a week. which is TERRIBLE considering I had like 5 months to do it, but fuuuuuck it. I feel bad because it’s definitely not my best writing, but honestly, I’m ready for summer, I’m ready for sleep, I’m ready to be DONE with school!!!
okay. gonna go relax now.
byeeeee.

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