Day 70 – Ball of anxiety

Friday, May 6th 2016

It’s the revenge of the sixth. (Got it wrong yesterday.)

Today was alright. Had to nearly crawl into a ball of social anxiety. You’ll see why after school.

Day 2

1st Period (09:10-10:25)
Visual Arts
My close friend and I finished our Harry Potter poster of Hedwig holding a scroll with information on it about the art gallery and jazz night at our school. Other than that, we finished our paintings of apples and put our stained glass paintings in a cabinet for students to see. I doubt any would stop and look at it though; not anyone who isn’t interested in art, anyway.

2nd Period (10:35-11:50)
We continued l’Avare and yeah. Boring French stuff.

Lunch (11:50-12:50)
I sat with my closest friends and Kohai was supposed to join us, but she didn’t finally, because she didn’t see us for the first few minutes.
   We talked about various things and one of them wants to start a YouTube channel with skits and wants an over-the-top animated intro for one of them, so I offered to do it for her, after my other close friend mentioned one of my projects during the summer is getting better in animation. At the same time, I could start my own YouTube channel and post the intro there after her first episode gets out, just to show people I’m active and planning on continuing the channel.
   They also asked to use my calculator, then I told one of them I need it for one class, then I remembered when I was going to give it to the other one, I couldn’t find my pencil case and have been using Kohai‘s pencil and eraser.

3rd Period (12:50-14:05)
We worked some more on Animal Farm and started analyzing political speeches.

4th Period (14:15-15:30)
We had a substitute and we studied some more for our test Tuesday.

After School
Now this is where the anxiety comes. I came home, knowing I had to call someone for a job application. So I spent twenty minutes gathering the courage to do it, until the person ended up not being available and I voice cracked at the secretary when saying “Good day.” UGHHHH WHY DO I DO THIS? Well, that’s just how I am, I guess.
   I am going to Youth later and switching Philosopher’s Stone for the next Harry Potter book. I feel like bringing it in a bag, because Harry Potter does involve witchcraft and I don’t know if it would be completely acceptable for a church scenario.
   I’m gonna go play Town of Salem for a bit and relax.

Oh, by the way, watched the last episode of X Company yesterday (forgot if I mentioned it in the last entry) and it isn’t the end of the show so I’m happy about that, but (MAJOR SPOILERS, JUST LEAVE ENTRY, THERE IS NOTHING BEYOND) nooooooo Tom, I know I said you were the most disposable in the group, but I didn’t want you to actually die ;-;. Plus, I love how episodes just bring you on a roller coaster of emotions, except this just kept going down and you would start crying immensely cause of everything happening.

That’s all for today.

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