Why did this happen to me?

I have anxiety.

I have anxiety.

I have anxiety.

That word that everyone just throws around like no big deal.  But until you have a panic attack and dont know what is happening to your body it is the SCARIEST thing.  

Your siting in your treatment room waiting for your next client, reading a book like theres no worry and there really was nothing wrong. But all of a sudden your jaw tenses and your grinding your teeth uncontrollably while all the muscles from your shoulders up just tense up and then the spa music gets drowned out by the loud buzzing in your ears.  When you finally get control of your body back you have no idea what had just happened and all you can do is cry.

That was my first panic attack and from there they just got worse and continue to get worse.  Yes I have seen my doctor and yes she put me on medication. But when it rains it seems to pour on me…

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