MY JOURNEY WITH THE big c

It’s 1:30 am.  I’m awake, aching, toe hurts if it is touched among other things that I don’t even want to type here again.  One more day then back to work.  Do I really want to go because I feel good enough.  No, because I don’t.  Do I really want to go because I like it.  No.  I’m going because I can’t stand to be in this bed a day longer and I need support more than ever right now.  I’m hoping I get it from friends there.   Right now I’m scared.  My body is breaking down now and it is frightening.   I don’t know if I can make this last treatment in 2 weeks.  These drugs are so strong and have totally taken over  I know it is only one more infusion like this but I don’t know if my body will be able to do it.    My body isn’t recovering like it used to.

 

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