one step forward two step’s back is the only direction i know. hopefully this blog will help me get out of the hole i feel so deep and stuck in, its like im screaming and no one can hear. i have people i have alot of people but i have never felt so lonely without him. i still see the good i make excuses for his un natrual ways. i wouldnt of ever changed my relationship even on the bad days, i would take all the bad back just to have the good. its been four months since i escaped this relationship, and i would do anything to turn back time to make it work. i want him, i need him, i need this blog to vent-
WHY AM I SO CRAZY? WHY IS HE STILL ON MY MIND. WILL I EVER MOVE ON? WILL I EVER BE HAPPY…I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY.