There was this guy who I had a crush on for about two years. It wasn’t a serious crush but whatever. Its the TPE guy. I wrote about him before but fuck him. I don’t care how bitter it is but I fucking despise him now. He refused to just hang out with me because I was too young. (20 turning, 21 in August)
BUT NOW HE’S DATING A 19 YEAR OLD. FUCK HIM. I FUCKING HATE HIM.
HE’S SHALLOW AS FUCK. SHE’S A MODEL.
GRANTED WE ALL LIKE TO DATE ATTRACTIVE PEOPLE. BUT I THINK IT’S BULLSHIT HE DIDN’T WANT TO BE FRIENDS OUTSIDE OF THE WORK AREA. GOD DAMMIT. I FUCKING HATE YOU AND YOU WILL FUCKING REGRET NEVER GIVING ME CHANCE JUST YOU FUCKING WAIT.
*Drops to knees and sobs*
I’m bitter and selfish and I don’t care.
Also she was engaged when he was seeing her. Really, how long is this going to last?
I’m starting school soon. And I’m close to my goal body (was never bigger just untoned) and he’s going to fucking regret it. He’s made it painfully obvious that he’s attracted to me. But I’m gonna fuck him up with who I’m going to be.