it’s okay…

Don’t know what to write because life is so messed up right now that i don’t even know what to do. It sometimes feels like that i’m the happiest person on the Earth then why do i feel that i’m the saddest one right now? I can only wish that everything gets fine. Have you ever felt so weird and sad that you don’t even know the reason behind such sadness? This is me! Just when everything was going amazing, life took a u-turn. Like seriously why can’t i be happy for a whole day? Why do i over think? How to stop these mood swings? There are two people in my life, both my best friends, who try to cheer me up but still everything seems weird and everything they do to cheer me up seems useless. I used to think, during my high school days, that it’s my school and everyone there who makes me feel so weird. I thought that was the most weird phase of my life. But now when the school is over, who is responsible for that? I realized that wasn’t the place which was complicated for me, but people of that place were. People have always made everything so complicated. People aren’t really nice. Only few who know how to love and care know how to not make anyone sad. They know that being sad sucks. Being sad is the worst feeling ever. It’s just my mood swings which made me write all that or else i never wanted to be this sad. Who wants? No one of course. But it’s okay. Everything will be fine, i guess. So for now i guess it’s okay… it’s all okay…

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