Holy shit…

Its mid August…life is speeding forward with nothing new to report….same shit different day….well, except for the work landscape but you dont know any of my friends from there anyway….I feel more alone than ever now….my friend Aziz, Catalina, and Maria exited the building..I envy them but know I cant leave yet…I still have to survive I suppose…At first that place was good for me…it was good for my soul I think….now its just eating my soul….its true that familiarity breeds contempt even in the best of circumstances….I feel trapped by knowing that my job is secure and Lisa as well as Suzanne know im a very good employee…its easier to go to a job I no longerl ike (and never did love) than it is to start over…..I hate my life…..

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