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Need advice

I don’t know how to really go into this.

You see ,i trust to easily,i give to easily,and i break to easily.

I’ve been avoiding relationships for awhile now and people because i feel like i always get used in a way.

Like i am to that point where i can’t take it anymore.

I don’t want to get hurt anymore,i just want to be happy but it seems like i cant just be happy on my own because i’m scared to be alone,i’m scared to vision myself alone because i don’t know how i will react.

Will i get back to the state of mind where i was so beaten down and so depressed.?

Will i be the girl who once again hides behind the smiles and the “i’m okay” and “nothings wrong”.

I feel like i fail myself and that hurts me even more.

i want to be happy and achieve all my goals but i can’t,idk how to. 

This just kills me inside i don’t know what to do anymore or how to act anymore.

I’ve tried everything and i even started cutting again sadly i’m just in a state of mind where i feel like i’ll never be good enough for anyone.

 

I’m just really down right now.

2 thoughts on “Need advice”

  1. You don’t need to prove anything to anyone. If you don’t do things the way people around you are doing them, it’s okay.

    You are still somebody even if you haven’t achieved your goals. It’s okay to slack you’re not a robot.

    Try chasing one rabbit. One goal is better than none.

  2. I AGREE WITH “SHE SAYS”….YOU DON’T NEED TO PROVE ANYTHING TO ANYONE…NOT EVEN TO YOURSELF… DARLIN JUST TAKE IT FROM ONE WHO HAS BEEN EXACTLY WHERE YOU ARE NOW….AND IF I CAN DO IT…THERE IS HOPE FOR THE REST OF YOU….LOL….TAKE ONE STEP AT A TIME….TAKE ONE THOUGHT AT A TIME…ONE WORD AT A TIME…FIND SOMETHING YOU LIKE DOING….I CALL IT REPLACEMENT….BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING…TO REMEMBER IS….WHAT MAKES YOU CONFIDENT IS WHAT MAKES YOU ATTRACTIVE….TO EVERYONE…DOESN’T MATTER WHAT IT IS …JUST FIND WHAT…THAT ONE BIG OR SMALL THING IS….AND IT….DOESN’T MATTER WHAT IT IS…AND WORK IT….AND WATCH HOW YOU WILL CHANGE….

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