I’m back…

Sometimes I cant seem to articulate what I’m feeling. ..probably because I feel so many things at the same time…I’m afraid again…my life has no rhyme or reason….I can do whatever I chose to do at any given moment but in the end, none of it is what I wanted to do….because all I ever wanted is you…and you’re still my destination….I read an article tonight that touched me deeply….I found something to put on my bucket list and god i wish you were here to take me there….I’ve been looking for you in the universe Rhett….I know you’re out there somewhere…I know I’m supposed to find you. …I’d love to go to the best observatories within my financial limitations…basically CA, AZ, UT, NM, TX…it makes me sad that we can’t see the night sky the way we should be able to without having to travel so far away from all the lights…we’ve become an unnatural spiecies….everything in our world is artifical now…we’re crammed into cities and suburbs…we are soft….most of us wouldnt survive without the convenience of an organized society and a service structure…I know you would’ve though….you always said you were born a hundred years too late. ..I miss you so….every day…..our anniversary is coming up…it breaks my heart that you’re missing our 19th…only 31 to go…..I’ll be spending the day with you of course…..goodnight baby….I love you…

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