Losing myself

I feel like just the time im finding so much of who I am… I start losing another piece.  Today my fear is losing part of what makes me a woman…

If I can’t function like a woman…in the most simplest way I’m suppose to… And my breasts certainly aren’t that womanly… I’m not very feminine or pretty… Where does that leave me.  

Besides the fear of losing it, is the fear I’ll have cancer.  This type runs in my family, one of my meds has a specific warning about increased risk of cancer…how do I put anyone though the stress of standing by me during that… Or the unfair outcome… 

Worrying myself before necessary… 

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