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Nobody knows

There is a girl that everyone knows
Beautiful grin, no worries or woes
Laugh is one you’ll never forget
She’s living in her past debt
She hates her body, says she is fat
She shouldn’t hate herself, but doesn’t know that
She’s the girl with the biggest smile
Nobody knows she forces up bile
Feels worthless, ugly, abandoned, wasted
No one knows the tears she has tasted
Cries herself to sleep at night
But smiles again once it is bright
She pulls the blade across her skin
Takes comfort in the pain she’s in
She loves the sight of her own blood
She wants to see the beautiful flood
She once said she wished she was dead
She meant it, wasn’t just in her head
This is the girl that nobody knows
Inside her walls, she’s forever enclosed


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