The thing that gives you hope
I don’t even know how to answer this, today I am having a day where I don’t really have hope. I know that sounds so woe is me but I feel a bit hopeless today.
I’m sure I have many things in life that will have me feeling hopeful but today I can’t see them. The last year of my life I have buried my Memere, watched my aunt bury her husband at 58, my family be torn apart, my marriage crumble, I’ve lost friends that I thought I would never lose, I’ve reopened my heart to a man who stomped on it. I hate to say I don’t have much hope.
Maybe tomorrow I will wake up feeling differently and I really hope I do.
*A heart doesn’t have to stop beating to be dead*