I am not me that i was once meant to be. The calm and cool, pretending to be carefree about people around me. Kept feeling pain that i have been bestowed by the Almighty. And yet Thankful. Life was fun indeed, like a roller coaster.
So the Time had changed me step by step, bit by bit. And Lo, Here i am. The one about who people started complaining about . Being not embarrassed about their complaints. Just listen and forget. For Once, Just Once ! all i want is to live for me. Yes for Me.
I have been consumed with hate and regrets. I don’t want to consume myself anymore, i am at the edge of it. Just for once let me save myself. Don’t push me please! i am stretched enough and about to break. I am struggling with myself for what i did in past for everyone. Don”t make me feel regret about that that i opted a very wrong choice. Don’t make me feel that way.
If taking care of my wounds by getting a little bit selfish is Bad, then prepare yourself for watching me getting worst.
I AM NOT GOING TO LET ANYONE HURT ME AGAIN … :@