Fucking tired, sleepy, uncomfortable and haven’t had sex in 5 days.

I just want to fucking sleep for the next 50 hours. We’re only in week 4 of school but I’m already stressing out and wanting to cry in my car. It’s not that the material is hard, it’s more like I am BEYOND the 12 units of “full time” and into the ’15 units of INSANITY’ and now I think I’ve bitten off more than I can chew. It’s not because I’m not good at chewing or eating, it’s more due to the fact that there aren’t enough hours in the day.  On top of that I’ve been neglecting my boyfriend a lot, due to schoolwork overload and studying insanity. Now he’s angry with me and I don’t blame him. I feel responsible because I am the one that worked out my own schedule and for him to be left out must be really irritating. 

But I am happy, he gave me some tough love. He told me to rise to the occasion or fail, there is no in between. I am definitely not as stoic as him, to say the least. But this is something I really admire about him, he rises to every occasion. On the other hand, I just want to go to sleep. lol. And on the other side, I am still uncomfortable around him. So maybe being overworked and buried in homework is good for me. It’s a good excuse to not have to meet up with him. After all was said, I just can’t really deal with the aftermath yet. And I don’t really want to. I don’t know what I feel, I just know I feel uncomfortable around him and I am definitely starting to see how being ignorant was bliss. IDK anyway, in summation, I’m fucking tired, sleepy, uncomfortable and  haven’t had sex in 5 days. This is a record for us. I’m falling asleep now, good night. 💚

 

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