Because I really like you okay?

Because I really like you okay?

I don’t really understand if it’s a crush, or if it’s just because I like your presence

I just know that the more I hang out with you

The more I see your smile and your kind eyes

The more I think about you and the more I want to hold your hand and give you hugs and cuddles

The more I want to be your shoulder to cry on

The more I want to know your deepest ambitions

Your deepest fears and loves

The more I want to know you

Because I just really really like you okay?

I love how you make me feel and I love how I want to spill my guts out to you

But I don’t know if it would be safe

Be safe to care for you

Because I am broken

I am destructive

I just don’t want to hurt you

I want your heart to be whole

I want your eyes to be filled with happiness

I don’t want them to lose their dim like mine have

I don’t want to spread this disease to you

These thoughts that will slaughter

Because I really really really like you okay?

I want to protect you from the world

I want to protect you from the darkness and the things that will bring you down

But I don’t know if I could stand the thought of you being someone elses

Maybe it’s the jealousy in me

But I want to throw aside my fears and take a chance

I don’t know if it’s just a little like or if it’s something real

But I do know

That the more I hang out with you

The more I get to know you

The more I want to be yours

The more I want to dive in and forget the consequences

The more I want to take a chance

I have commitment issues, abandonment issues, and yet I want to suck down those issues and try with you

I want to be vulnerable and tell you all my faults

But I know that you won’t like me back

Because

All my faults are written on my body

All my problems will scare you

Because before I make that commitment

I will tell you everything

Because it is not fair to you to deal with these things that tear me apart

Because it will never be your fault for how I feel and how I act and how I experience this world

Because I really really really really like you okay?

And because of that, I want you to love me

The real me

With all my faults and with you knowing them I know this love will be true

And in the end I will go through the ends of the earth for you

Because when I love, I love with all my heart, with my whole being

Because I really like you okay?

 

 

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