Whoops I’m a whore.

I don’t even know where to start. 

So the night before last night I got drunk at E’s house with some friends. 

There is this guy G, that I have hit on quite a few times but we kind of friend zoned each other. Until then. I was depressed. All I could think about is how much I miss J. 

J stopped me from drinking and smoking. He got me back on track. He made me feel like a better person. I feel like I don’t have a reason to be that better person now. With out him I feel like a dead beat ho. 

So I pulled G aside so I could tell him all this. (He was there the night J broke up with me.) and I just felt okay. I haven’t felt okay in weeks. I’ve just felt drunk or high. 

So we kept partying, and guess who texts me. D, the guy with the crazy ex that I bonded with. 

Damnit. That’s been the only good sex I’ve had since me and J split. 

Then a random lady messaged me to have a threesome with her and her Husband?! I’m not gunna lie I’ve been curious but WTF. 

So now after all the messages I am completely sexually frustrated. 

So I kissed G. I took G to his house. I am a whore. 

I hate myself for it. That’s 3 guys in about 3 1/2 weeks. I just have no words to describe how I feel. 

I wish this never happened, any of it. 

Wanna know what’s almost just as bad. G, S and D are friends. 😪 

What the fuck am I thinking. 

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