Late Night

Walked into my office. Seen his face. I am really undecided what I want to do about my whole situation. He has been my moon in the sky for the past 8 months and all of a sudden, the moon crumbles. I knew summer was going to magical, but I was not looking forward to the summers ending. I foreseen all of this, and I just was too blinded by love to believe it all. I guess they were right when they say “LOVE IS BLIND”, because it is true.

>Fast Forward>>

We just spoke and omg that was heart breaking. Just telling me it is over. Talk about “shot through the heart”. This is why I wanted no feelings, just sheer fun. I know where he is coming from when he saws he can’t be with someone that can’t be with him, but I told him from the beginning that I wasn’t leaving my life, and he agreed to it.

Now here I am put out to the curb. Trying to rework my feelings, place them in a place of friendship, which trust me, I just want to keep him anyway I can in my life. I believe until I fill void I am missing I am going to be miserable.

I miss his touch. The way he touched my face. The way we rubbed our noses while he just lie together. The cute and romantic names he calls me. The silly dances he does when he tries to cheer me up. His sense of humor. The dancing we did the late nights. Our car trips to everywhere. Seeing each others past. Our selfie photos. Late nights out. The Passion. Plus so  much more.

I can never give him all of me, but I’d like to be everything each other is missing.

#JulietRose @)—–>—

Song of Feeling:

Perfect

I might never be your knight in shining armor
I might never be the one you take home to mother
And I might never be the one who brings you flowers
But I can be the one, be the one tonight

When I first saw you
From across the room
I could tell that you were curious (oh, yeah)
Girl, I hope you’re sure
What you’re looking for
‘Cause I’m not good at making promises

But if you like causing trouble up in hotel rooms
And if you like having secret little rendezvous
If you like to do the things you know that we shouldn’t do
Then baby, I’m perfect
Baby, I’m perfect for you
And if you like midnight driving with the windows down
And if you like going places we can’t even pronounce
If you like to do whatever you’ve been dreaming about
Baby, you’re perfect
Baby, you’re perfect
So let’s start right now

I might never be the hands you put your heart in
Or the arms that hold you any time you want them
But that don’t mean that we can’t live here in the moment
‘Cause I can be the one you love from time to time

When I first saw you
From across the room
I could tell that you were curious (oh, yeah)
Girl, I hope you’re sure
What you’re looking for
‘Cause I’m not good at making promises

But if you like causing trouble up in hotel rooms
And if you like having secret little rendezvous
If you like to do the things you know that we shouldn’t do
baby, I’m perfect
Baby, I’m perfect for you
And if you like midnight driving with the windows down
And if you like going places we can’t even pronounce
If you like to do whatever you’ve been dreaming about
Baby, you’re perfect
Baby, you’re perfect
So let’s start right now

And if you like cameras flashing every time we go out
(Oh, yeah)
And if you’re looking for someone to write your breakup songs about
Baby, I’m perfect
Baby, we’re perfect

If you like causing trouble up in hotel rooms
And if you like having secret little rendezvous
If you like to do the things you know that we shouldn’t do
Baby, I’m perfect
Baby, I’m perfect for you
And if you like midnight driving with the windows down
And if you like going places we can’t even pronounce
If you like to do whatever you’ve been dreaming about
Baby, you’re perfect
Baby, you’re perfect
So let’s start right now

 

 

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