Feeling A little antsy tonight like all nights lately …
What am I waiting for?
What am I doing with my little life?
I want to crawl into a tight little messy ball & hug myself. I want to feel safe.
I feel it in my chest and in the pit of my stomach. I feel it in my legs. They want to run. They want to fight. They want to come alive. My body is getting ready for this imaginary war.
Why am I always at war with myself?
ET BELLUM SEMPER
“I am always at war”
My creed. My oath. Me.