Antz in my pantz

Feeling A little antsy tonight like all nights lately …

What am I  waiting for?

What am I doing with my little life?

I want to crawl into a tight little messy ball & hug myself. I want to feel safe. 

I feel it in my chest and in the pit of my stomach. I feel it in my legs. They want to run. They want to fight. They want to come alive. My body is getting ready for this imaginary war. 

Why am I always at war with myself? 

 

ET BELLUM SEMPER

“I am always at war”

My creed. My oath. Me. 

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