I don’t know if I’m letting myself go or am not devoting enough time to the picture taking process, but lately I hate how I look in photographs. I used to be excited to get a notification of a picture I’d been tagged in. Now? I’m untagging myself in all of them. I see fat. Kinked hair. Double chin. I used to be the girl your eyes were automatically drawn to. If anyone I went to public school were to glance a recent snap shot of me they’d probably save it and send it to a friend so they could make fun of how ugly and fat I look. I’ve done that enough times to other people so I expect nothing less in return. I somewhat blame my husband. I don’t have a working phone (wifi only) so it falls on him to take any pictures as I rarely bring it with me when we go out. I’m going to get a phone. I know he won’t like it, but I’m tired of not having one. He’s going to have to man up and trust me. Until then, I’m going to spend more time taking photos, even if I have to upload them much later when I’m home.
Newlywed (VIII.XX.MMXVI) Recently exited the 20's and excited for the dirty 30's My husband is the epitome of masculinity... He amazes me daily. I want to be a Trophy Wife. Mother of (1) Min Pin FSW *Disclaimer: In the online world, I get accused of being a bitch. (A lot.) After the name calling and prior to the URL banning, a lot of what I was being "bitchy" about ends up being proven to be true and people hate me for that. (I empathize with the Messenger...) Let me clarify something: I'm not a bitch. I am, however, extremely perceptive and am not afraid to point out the truth even if it'll hurt your feelings. You'll never be the best person you can be if you live in denial. I believe in women helping women even if said help makes you cry first.