WARNING IF YOU HAVENT READ MY OTHER POSTS THIS WONT MAKE SENSE
i already typed a huge long paragraph that got deleted accidentally so I’m gonna be vague while also updating you guys.
much to my shock, hollister model invited me to hang out friday, no school, snow day.
it was amazing.
i realized I’m falling in love with him but to keep our friendship the same as how it was this weekend, I’m going to repress it.
He revealed to me he fucked a girl i hate, so that made me super self conscious
i spent the night at their house friday night, and even though nothing happened, sleeping with him felt so right.
we went for late night drives, i was a pretend therapist for him and his mom, we got stuck in his driveway while packing the snow down with the car, we walked, watched youtube videos, went with him to the hospital saturday morning.
and it was the best weekend ever.
I really hope i get to see him again and i hope i don’t screw up this friendship.
my boyfriend unblocked me btw and apologized but also kept his stance on “its your fault not mine” and I’m honestly just over it
i got my lip pierced yesterday (by my friend. it actually turned out really well) but i was forced to take it out.
thats the shortened version of what happened