I FEEL LIKE A SHIT

Hei… Soo lately things happened as I am so lonely like I really fucking need somene im in panic now I am crying I want to die I just wanna disappear.. I met  british guy on  game I play and I suddenty fell in love with him and we added on skype we talked and called and we went in relationship and I thou i found the right person for me he is cute and he made me so happy and he is  cute and all and his words he said I love you meant a lot to me few days since we met I felt happy I felt like someone I found someone.. We are together few days he told me today he love me and he just left me an hour ago I was always afraid of dis I dont like really online relationships or any cause i know ill get hurt i always do and he hurt me and I just wanted someone anyone i got nobody to talk to like i have nobody no friends my oneline friend not answering me and that biritish guy is named will and he is from my fav coutnry i just feel lie fucking shit im in panic now i wanna die i got nobody to talk to one of  online friends i had i texted hima nd he said he dont know wt to say nobody ever do i want loneliness to stop please i am in pain i want pain to stop please i fucking need someone to talk to to understand me im so fucking lonely and in panic rn all i want is lay and cry but i cannot cause my dad will be like wtf are u crying  i hide it from parets i wanna disapear i need someone to tlak to i need! I WANNA FUCKIN DIE RN I WANNA DIE!

3 thoughts on “I FEEL LIKE A SHIT”

  1. HEY BABES I SO UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH IM HERE IF YOU EVER WHAT TO TALK BUT HERES MY ADVICE DONT FOCUS ON THE PAIN YOU FEELING JUST LOOK AT IT AS A LESSON LEARNED AND BUT ALL THAT LOVE AND ENERGY INTO YOURSELF LEARN TO LOVE YOURSELF GO OUT BY YOURSELF DO YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES THINK ABOUT YOUR PASSION AND DO ALL YOU CAN TO MAKE IT COME ALIVE

  2. Good advice from Neek-Neek. Also, when panic starts, take long deep breaths. It sounds too simple but it really can help. When you give your heart to Jesus you will never be alone again. He is ALWAYS there to talk to and to HELP you. God bless you, dear girl.

  3. It’s good to notice bad things early you know..

    rejection hurts me a lot even when i don’t know what did i do wrong
    but if he made commitment and left for nothing ,he’s just an asshole and we don’t deserve that.

    you’ll probably spending time being sad and thinking why.
    it’s ok let it all out . we will learn about it.
    about others dark sides, learn about ourself , our imperfection
    to improve ourself for a better man or a better future.
    make those asshole regret

    that day you’ll love yourself enough to not let anything hurt you.

    we deserve happiness !

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